Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Tears

I called the agency this morning and they said the last meeting was 6 weeks ago.
The lady seemed really annoyed with me that I was calling and asking questions. She kept saying "there are other couples in front of you that have waited the 6-9 months already so you will just be put behind them in line and have to do your own waiting of 6-9 months."
They only take 6 couples in a group so if there are more than 6 couples ahead of us then we are pushed back for the next meeting. The meeting is 2 hours long and we have to drive 4 hours to get there. Then 4 hours back. I just want to cry. I feel like all of the wind was knocked out of me. I guess what they say is true that adoption really is trying at times.

The meeting we went to in Memphis will not transfer to the one for Mississippi. I am just crushed, I was so excited!

1 comment:

Nichole said...

I'm so sorry Misty! When people say to me: Why don't you just adopt, it would be much easier than fertility treatment? I have to remind them that adoption is HARD. It is long, frustrating, full of disappointments and expensive!

I am so sorry this isn't moving along quicker for you! Big hugs and even bigger prayers!