Small Update...

Just wanted to post a quick update. My mom is back at work today, her first day back since October! My BIL is currently in surgery for his gallbladder. My uncle is looking at rotator cuff surgery soon. My cousins husband is going through some issues with his back and the doctors don't want to do surgery.
So lots going on in our family.
Toyota is no longer building the plant and don't know when they will open so who knows if Ian will ever hear from them.
Our only hope of conceiving a child is through IVF. We don't have that kind of money laying around so we have decided to just pray about it and hope for the best. We may try an IUI at the end of the year but for right now we are just going to try to save up the money. We refuse to go through IVF until we have $11,000 saved up. It may take us a year or two but we will get there although we don't plan on saving up for it like crazy. We are just going to take our time and hope for the best.
Doesn't mean that I don't have my bad days because I do. I have to make a baby shower cake for a co-worker soon and I'm already dreading that. I don't want to go to a baby shower. I can make a baby shower cake with no problem because I can view it as a "job." But actually having to attend the shower makes it that much worse.
But we will get through this. I'm getting a tattoo done tomorrow to hopefully give me strength through this difficult time. It will be a dove carrying an olive branch to represent hope and faith that one day we will have our babies!